easy way

i have been writing English diary for long time. it became almost a month after a week but i feel my writing skill in English has not been developing. the reason why increase i dont know but such get me annoy. that i am not capability.

i major was phirosophy during courage student despite law Undergraduate because i recognized studying law is not interest for me after entering in to there. i think that decision is appropriate form now. through studying the subject I know a lot of knowledge. one of them is tendency to think about capability. that is as follows. that is like tendency to looks some people or power as god and the person looks like special person. reason of that is same the reason of tendency to think " I have no talent"

that is because that is comfortable for them to think so. if they looks their lack of skill is coursed by something they can not change, they will discharge from their encourage. the tendency of think is easy to do anything. I think that is the ultimate lazy way. I hate such decision however i sometimes want to flying get in particularly heavy situation such as now.

again, have been studying english that is not while writing english diary about 1month but much long time. i has been stagging and gloomy. I always think i would like give up every day. the reason why I did not give up is same reason as to give up. that is the way is easy too.