"I know I'm near death,I did crack and heroin for years. I never wanted to end my life this way. I know I have no chance. It's too late. I never wanted thumbs' up about this fucking drug use. "
My world became a nightmare, There were just shadows around me. I got call saying that my dad had died, my family always knew he was around doing all kind of drugs. Since that call I always was wondering, 'Where is my dad?' I felt so sad for him and I missed him. He dropped out of my life for 15 years."
"I'm not using drugs to get high like many people think. I know I made a big mistake when I started using this shit. It's a very difficult thing to explain. My liver is not functioning and I'm throwing up all the time and shitting my pants. The pain is more than you can handle. It's the worst pain in the world. Dope sick hurts the entire body."