☆★FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION★☆コミュのBeing me...it might be a hardest thing.

Isn't it one of the most difficult things for us to be who we are?? Think about it. In everyday life, we have to deal with different people and in each time, we basically change our attitude and behaviour to disguise who we really are (yes, whether we like it or not) in order to engage succussfully conversation with such people as our clients, our close frineds, our very close friends, our parents, our lovers, our pets?, our bosses and etc. We subconsciously change every move we have, the tone of voice and everything, to slide ourselves into successful mode we envisioned. Anyhoo, I see people around who changed attitude, for me it's like totally different persons. And I see them everywhere. Honestly I fucking dont like it.

I dont have a lot of friends in Tokyo. Maybe it's for the best not to have many friends. Some people say if you have a friend who you can talk to anything, you can be who you are in front of the person, and you can allow her to be who she is every time....you are the luckiest person....I havent found yet such person, maybe I wont ever....but I will be honest and true to myself. I dont care if you hate me or depart me for good...if you leave me for a fancy car or fancy life or whatever, do it.