Mixi 中ポケットオタクコミュのletting out stress.

damn it, damn it, damn it, you know what sucks most for me right now. I just don't seem to get it like the others. I know people who can loose a job one minute and be hired somewhere else the next. I know a friend of mine named victor he lost his fed ex job, and the same day got hired somewhere else. Damn it, why do I have the hardest freaking luck ever when it comes to finding another job after being laid off. I've been applying at places, going to interviews, but not a single one said I'm hired. -_-... It always sucks, I finally land a good job, and then i get royally screwed out of it, after that follows weeks or sometimes even months of sulking, and job searching. But I seem to have the worst of luck when it comes to finding another job. But others I know can seem to just go out there and land another one right away.

It really pisses me off, because there are so many things I need and want right now, like a motorcycle for transportation, and an xbox360. And yes the answer is obvious get a job. But it's not that freaking simple for me... I've been trying to get a job for months. Applying online at different places, and checking the want ads constantly. And yet i have friends who can go out in a day and land the job they want on the first try?! And then they say to me "Your not trying hard enough..."

HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME!!!!! I HAVE ALL THE NERVE TO CRACK OPEN THAT HEAD OF YOURS LIKE A FARM FRESH EGG AND SCRAMBLE YOUR STUPID BRAINS!!! *snaps pen while trying to fill out application* (pisses me off, pisses me off, pisses me off!)


Can anyone else relate here?



All this coming from a man who wants and has wanted to settle down since he was fifteen and have a family.