it's so hard problems, laying down forward
it's so hard to move and let it go away.
and I'm loaded in this desert
I can't find a way, just keep crawling away.
there's no answer.
there's no answer.
there's no answer here.
and I walk through dusty forests
with no headlight, keep on searching the way.
and I'm drowning in this deep ocean
there's no way out, keep on drowning away.
there's no answer.
there's no answer.
there's no answer here.
(koji guitar solo)
there's no answer.
there's no answer.
there's no answer
there's no way
there's no way out,
that's the only way.
that's the only way ...out.
(katumi guitar solo)
もがき続けて進むしかないんだよ。人生なんて。
という曲。
--- from "Out of the Prison"(2007)
breathing out, breathing now
sleeping now, feeling down
time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling
breathing out, breathing...
time has come
life is gone
time has come
life is gone
away, away from me.
time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling
please don't leave me, I'm so hungry
no more broken, fix me fix me
time has come
life is gone
time has come
life is gone
away, away from me.
away, away from me.
go
time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling, time keeps crawling
life keeps falling, life keeps falling, life keeps falling, #%$%#%$#
time has come
life is gone
time has come
life is gone
away, away from me.
away, away from me
you always tell me that you're not into this game.
you always tell me that you're not ready for this
you always tell me that we have to wait, no
you always tell me that you're not into this game.
but you're wasting my time,
but you're wasting my life,yeah
you always tell me that you're not into this game.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
there is no time for me to wait for you now.
you're wasting my time,
you're wasting my life,
you're wasting me.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
there is no time for me to waste anymore.
you're wasting my time,
you're wasting my life,
you're wasting me.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
and I got something here to tell you about it.
there is no time for me to waste anymore.
call me and save me, I'm alone
and I'm falling on my knees
take me and release me
I feel so cold, and I'm falling down again.
I don't know how to see, I don't know to feel
I don't know how to let it go away.
tell me how it ends, tell me how to sleep
tell me how to make this go away.
call me and tell me that it's alright
cause I'm falling on my knees
tell me that you love me, if you do
cause I need to hear your voice.
all these little things in my life
that make me feel this way
I can't let it out, I can't let it out
I can't turn away from it
I can't let it out, I can't let it out
I can't let it out, I can't turn away.
I don't know how to see,
I don't know why I'm here
I don't know why you're gone,
I don't know why I'm alone.
call me and tell me, that it's alright
cause I'm falling on my knees
tell me that you love me, if you do
cause I don't want to be alone
call me and tell me ,that it's alright
cause I'm falling down again
tell me that you love me, if you would
cause I need to hear your
tell me that you love me, if you would
cause I'm broken down again
tell me that you love me, if you could
cause I need to hear your voice.
I wish there were no walls between us
I wish I could be more frank with you
You could be my friend and key to my heart
You could be my friend, don't leave me here
You could be the key to my head confusions
You could be the answer to all of my questions
You could be my friend and key to my heart
You could be my friend, don't leave me here
and I want you to like me
cause I have been waiting for all this time
You could be my friend and key to my heart
You could be the answer to all of my questions
You could be my friend and key to my heart
You could be my friend, don't leave me here.
友達が欲しかったんだよ。友達は必要だよ。
--- from"Out of the Prison"(2007)
I'm not ready to swallow it down
it's already broken down
fatal candy it fills my brain
love is pain all the time.
if you go away, please don't come closer
if you go away, please don't come here.
razor blade coming down my throat
love is pain all the time
sweetest candy it kills my pain
love is pain all the time.
if you go away, please don't come closer
if you go away, please don't come here.
if you go away, please don't come closer
if you go away, please don't come here.
if you go away, please don't come closer
if you go away, please don't come here.
closer
closer
closer
closer
(guitar solo)
アルバムの最後を飾る、女々しい曲です。妄想も幻想も結局最後は絶望に終わる。
終わりなき悲しみ。
--- from"Out of the Prison"(2007)
trying to breathe
i have to crawl again
i have to face myself alone.
after all
i have to be myself
i have to stand up here alone.
trying to breathe
i have to go back to my door
i have to stay inside my door
after all
i have to be just on my own
i have to make it all alone.
if i know this will go wrong
will i change the way i feel?
if i know you won't be mine
will i still be chasing you?
i have to walk outside the door i know but
it's only you
it's only you i see
i have to walk outside the door i know but
it's only you
it's only in my head
i have to walk outside the door i know but
it's only you
it's only you i see.
i have to walk outside the door i know but
it's only you
it's only you i feel
i have to walk outside the door i know but
it's only you
it's only in my head
there are all these things i have to take,
and all these things i have to break
just to start this over
there are all these things i have to take,
and all these things i have to break
to start again.
i have to walk outside the door i know but
it's only you
it's only you i feel
i have to walk outside the door i know but
it's only you
it's only in my head.
maybe she's running out of this madness
caught in her web I can't escape, with broken wings
I wish I was something
something stronger
obsession makes me like a fly, I'm chasing you
if I could only break these walls
I could turn these things around
I'd be better off alone
but I'm crawling back again
I wish I can fly, into the sky
but I'm only crawling like a bug, under the ground
and I'm back to realize
that I'm falling further
and I can't find a way back home
but you turning away from me.
calling again
calling again to hear your voice
I'm not asking for answer
it's only a four leaf clover
I'm just standing here watch you fly
like a butterfly in the sky
calling again
calling again to hear your voice
under this ceiling I'm left to die
but with these broken wings I'll fly
over this feeling I'll wave goodbye
to a butterfly in the sky
you're butterfly in the sky
you're butterfly in the sky.
蝶と蠅。 四葉のクローバー。
--- from "Over The Walls E.P."(2009)
your broken pieces won't be fixed
unless you stand up on your own
I hear the rain outside the door
where you be roaming with no home.
you're under your shadow, it shut the day
you got to get yourself out of this
but I still see you drowning in your misery
does that make you feel happy?
do you feel safe?
i wanna see your smile
i wanna see you standing up again
i wanna see your smile
again
but I don't know how it feels,
cause I never been in your place
but I think we're just the same
twited and broken as we are.
but you don't seem to take my hand,
you don't seem to care
you said you don't wanna live no more
but I hope that you could see
i wanna see your smile
i wanna see you standing up again
i wanna see your smile
again
and the rain keeps falling on
and your life keeps crashing in
so many problems bring you down
but know there's an end
to it all.
i wanna see your smile
i wanna see you open up again
i wanna see your smile
again
i wanna see your smile again
i wanna see your smile again
i wanna see your smile
again
broken tree has fallen down
steal the rain that breaks the sun
calling everyone around
won't help me go away
think I learn my lessons now.
what I want to be
is what you wanted me to be
cause I want to go
back to you again
when I'm waking up from dream
still I feel so empty and feel so cold
but I keep everything that you gave
to me I won't forget
cause I know it's something true
what I need to be is
what you wanted me to be
cause I know it's you
that I've waited for
now I try to be
what I always need to be
cause I know it's you
that I've waited for
Another chance came by,
Another chance has gone away
Another chance to start over again.
I wish I can change myself
I wish I can be a different one
Then everything will be okay.
All of the things you said
Circling around my head
Now everything I got is you.
<Chorus>
If you want me to go away,
Can you make me understand
Everything that makes me feel
It's you
It's you
I lost my confidence
I lost my will to live again
Now I walk these streets alone again.
Now all I can do is to breathe
And sit and waste my time away
If I had a gun I'd blow it all away.
<Chorus>
If you want me to stay away
Can you tell me the reason why
Everything that makes me live,
It's you
<Chorus>
If you want me to go away
Can you make me understand
Everything that makes me feel
It's you
If you just could be my love,
I will throw it all away
I will be a different one
For you
You're everything that makes me feel.
You're everything that makes me live.
You make me breathe
You make me bleed.
恋は盲目。
---from "Over The Wall"(2009) *Originally from "Wall E.P."(2008)
Life's a desert, but I found a light
I've lost the daylight but I'm still alive.
Can't find a way, A way back home
Maybe there's nowhere to call home.
<Chorus>
I don't wanna wake up tomorrow
I just wanna sleep til I feel I'm alive again.
I don't wanna go back to work
I don't wanna see myself lost in a wheel again
How can I find a way out?
Living with strangers they're telling me what to do
They call my name like a slave
I know myself, there's something more.
<Chorus>
I don't wanna waste all my life
I just wanna run but they tell me to slow down
I don't wanna waste all my dreams
Time's running faster than dreams in a desert
I just want to change this scenery
I just want to break this frozen mind.
<Chorus>
I don't wanna wake up tomorrow
I just wanna sleep til I feel I'm alive again.
I don't wanna go back to work
I don't wanna see myself lost in a wheel again
I don't wanna waste all my life
I just wanna scream but they tell me to calm down
I don't wanna waste all my dreams
Time's running faster than dreams in a desert.
仕事をするために生きてるんじゃない。
生きるために仕事をしてるんだ。
それに人生や夢を潰されるなんてごめんだ。
誰にも理解されなくたっていい。motherfuckers
---now on http://www.myspace.com/runawaydogs *never been recorded
In a sea that holds you down
You're drowning in here, all alone
As you breathe, you still feel
All the colors fade, it turns to gray
But you still feel alive
There's a light inside that
Burns deep down inside of you
There's a life
That's waiting for you to open up the door.
Keep on breathing 'til you see the light
Keep on breathing, As long as you can
Keep on breathing 'til you see the light
Keep on breathing.
In a house called sadness
You've been hiding there, all along
As you fill the emptiness In my heart
I swallow all my sorrow
Now I see
There's more to life
Than waking up and just sleep to dream
Will I swim through these lies?
There's a voice inside that
Says please just stay alive.
Keep on breathing 'til you see the light
Keep on breathing, As long as you can
Keep on breathing 'til you see the light
Keep on breathing, As long as you can
Waves keep crashing in,
You got nowhere to go or hide
But break the shell and run away
Just stay alive, please just stay alive
Cause you can
You deserve much more than this.
Keep on breathing 'til you see the light
Keep on breathing, As long as you can
Keep on breathing 'til you see the light
Keep on breathing, As long as you can
As long as you can
As long as you can
As long as you can
I'm not gonna give, this time around again You stood in the way, over me. Life started to chase me down on the edge But I'm not gonna break, over here.
Caught in the waves that swallow whole Still I'm dead inside my head Better know that I could never Swallow it down.
Get, Out, Now Down, Spit, Out
I'm not gonna waste this life all away But I'm stuck in my way, Over again Life started to shake me off of this bridge And I'm lost on the way, Over here.
Caught in the waves that swallow whole Stick the needle inside my head Better know that I should never... Shove it down
Again, Out, Now Down, Spit, Out
Caught in the waves that swallow whole Stick the needle inside my head Better know that you could never Shut it down
and I'm walking on this road, knowing you're not there
and I'm walking on this bridge, I'm walking all alone
and I'm falling off the cliff, and I fall apart again
and I'm calling out your name, but you never see me here.
and I think I swam too far, and I'm drowning here again
even if I want to live, it will take my life again
even if I want you here, you will never see me here
and you turn your back on me, so I walk this maze alone.
and I'm wanting to
and I'm needing to
but I never see the end of this
I can't find the piece that fits, I can't fill the space between
but I'm still trying to see the sun, in the dark black colored sky
I wanna be the one for you, in the end I want to be
I wanna see you down this road, I wanna hold you in my arms
and I'm wanting to
and I'm needing to
but I never see the end of this
I can't reach
I can't reach
I wanna be the one for you, in the end I want to be
I wanna see you down this road, I wanna hold you in my arms
but all that could have been, and all that should have been
it's only in my head like a car gone by too fast
and I'm wanting to
and I'm needing to
but I never see the end of this
I feel so alone
Couldn't find my way to get outside the door
Always stuck in somewhere
Somewhere down this road, there's an angel calling
But the devil's on the road, and he's got me on a rope.
I don't want to know, but you're always tweeting
That everyone is wrong
So you think you're perfect?
When everyone's gone, I bet you can do nothing
So once and just for all, Could you shut yourself and go?
<chorus>
Hey, I got something I could say but I don't give a shit and I don't care
I'll let it go
I believe in something there that you don't understand
But underneath the garden grows.
Don't know but I'm told, Big legged woman, Bitches
They don't have no soul
I got to tell you something
I knew it all along, but I kept just walking
Now everything's wrong
I cannot find my way back home.
<chorus>
Hey, I got something I could say but I don't give a shit and I don't care I'll let it go
I believe in something there that you don't understand but underneath the garden grows.
Put your hands in the air
Put your hands in the air
Put your hands in the air, mother, fuckers
Put your fingers in the air !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<chorus>
Hey, I got something I could say but I don't give a fuck and I don't care I'll let it go
I believe in something there that you will never see but underneath the garden grows.
I got somethin', you'll never see but underneath the garden grows
I can see them idly shines
Thousand miles up on the sky
In this field I'm free to roam.
I've been underneath this cloud
hanging on this all the time
And I feel I'm all alone.
<chorus>
And I feel alone, All those things have come and gone
And I've stayed too long.
And I sing oh, All those days have gone away,
and I've stayed too long
After all the work is done
Will you find your way back home?
Or will you find yourself alone?
When the world is coming down
Will you turn your back around?
Or would you just stare at the ground?
<chorus>
And I feel alone, All those things have come and gone
And I've stayed too long.
And I sing oh, All those days have gone away,
and I've stayed too long.
...in this field I'm free to roam.
In this field I'm free to roam...
I've been waiting for a change
but only time has gone away
I've been waiting down the line
but no one came to call my name, so
seems like it's gonna be this way
thought I'd always find a way
but now my fire's too cold to burn
and it's raining over me
and this shadow's gonna stay.
hey...
I got my head upon the cage
tried to think of better days
but nothing seems to work the way I always wanted to be
so tonight I'll sail away.
There's nothing I can see. in this world where everyone conceals
There's nothing I can keep. in this world where everybody steals.
There's nothing I can see. in this world where everyone deceives.
There's nothing I can give, and there's nothing to receive.
There's nothing that can fill all those stomachs full of greed
There's nothing that can heal all those wounds that would only bleed.
There's nothing that can fill all those stomachs full of greed
There's nothing to believe, in this world where everybody lies.
there's nothing I can see, and there's nothing I can hear,
and there's nothing I can speak, and there's nothing I can feel
and there's nothing I can keep, and there's nothing I can give,
and there's nothing I can live, and there's nothing I can
There's nothing I can share, in this world where nobody cares.
There's nothing to believe, in this world where everything just dies.
Another light has faded away
Into the darkness you will crawl again.
You lit the cigarette to burn away your pain but it only makes you cold.
And through this gate, you walk again
And all your strength, it fades away.
Sound of rain is healing the pain
You lost the game that never lets you win
Soon the time will come to take you away
But your heart is locked in the cage.
And all your ways will turn again
You'll find yourself, when you look to the sky and you'll see
Now the smoke is clear, And all I ever wanted to be is here
and I'm where I'm supposed to be.
I know the light is near, and all these times I waited for signs are almost dead
and gone away, it's gone away.
Candle light it fades these skies I see above me, and it's oh so high
but I will try to climb, I will try to break these walls inside of me.
Now the smoke is clear, and all I ever wanted to be is here
and I'm where I'm supposed to be.
I know the light is near, and all those times I waited for signs are almost dead
and gone away.
"Everything I Got To Be" words & music by Koji Tamura and the Infinite Sadness
And I'm still aching from this dream that I wish never seen.
Picked up pieces that once was a part of me.
Overwhelming pain and shadow covers me.
Cuts so deep inside I know it's not going away.
Over me, I still believe
Never free, I'll ever be.
Conversation dries up and they leave me again
Isolation knocks my door and it calls me again
Locked inside this shell I'm never to be free
Still remember everything that's gone away.
Over me, I still freeze
Never free, I'll ever be.
Everything I got to be
I still blame on someone else
Everything I want from you, it's gone away
But I still wait for someone else.
I walk these empty miles I know there's nowhere to be.
Stuck inside my heart a needle full of disease.
Rotten apple spread this fear that cannot heal.
Everywhere I go there's cloud that's chasing me
Over me, I still believe
Never free, I'll ever be
from you