anyway i'm in her house now... i talked with her a lot last night. she admit that i want and try to do many things now, so sometimes i feel that i might make her to follow me. i might not be able to spend time just for her now...
i said, "sorry.... i might not be ur good boyfriend."
i told her everything that i felt cos i felt guilty.
but, she just said "its okay. i can understand. so i can follow you normally and if i dont want, you can do something by yourself. u can follow me and if u dont want, i can do something by myself. but we spend time together as possible"
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she is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice.
she is toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice.
im lovin her more & more & more & more & more. she is my no.1.
i feel very much that i have to try to treat her as well as possible.