Hey you guys! Iam back! It has been a very difficult month for me to write or do pretty much anything..but then I had a dream... I know it may sound weird to you guys, but ever since that day, my brother has been in every dream, everyday.And about a week ago he was in my dream again and asked me to meet him in this room ,and he wasnt there, it was just his spirit reflecting in the mirror. And I asked " what happened to you? Why are you fading away?" And he told me that he was tired of roaming the earth and was ready to go to Heaven....And for me to be happy. Not to worry about him... And like most mornings, I woke up crying, but this time it was different. Something felt better than yesterday...I dont know how to explain it. I still have my moments, those are still there...And I have decided to be happy for him. To live life to the fullest for him.So, I started to reach out to my friends again.( Sorry everyone for not calling, emailing etc...) The first thing fun we decided to do was go watch the HULK movie when it came out. I wasnt too into it, so to entertain myself some more I went over to Target and bought myself some HULK gloves! That talks! We took this photo before we went in. AND you know what! I enjoyed the movie so much! It was a fun night! Glad we did that. :) I have also decided to start blogging some more.Be a famous blogger one day! So Iam back you guys! Sorry for the 1 month absence. Missed you all! xx