My English DiaryコミュのI can't watch it

At this moment, Korea World Cup team is playing against Swiss.
The score is now 2-0 (Korea is losing).
I've never watched a football match of Korea all along the World Cup
since everytime Korea played, something came up.
And more than that I don't own a TV set at home.
Besides, in England, we have to pay TV licence every month to watch, which
I can't afford.
Tonight, I found out that I could watch live football match on the internet.
So I was watching it.

Wow, I realized this was not good for my heart after 10-minutes watching.
How can people tolerate this tense!

Apparently, the score itself DOES NOT affect my life.
Whether my country goes to the 2nd round or not is actually, honestly
none of my business.
Whether I get nervous or not, players play as they can do.
But surprisingly enough, when my team was losing it was quite depressing
and I felt so angry at players.
This anger is so beyond reason.
So I just gave up watching it any more.

Now I'm amazed by many football fans who catch up every football match.
A person like me cannot watch a football. This is really not my thing.
I'd rather read now and catch up the result later...hehe