外国人と友達になりたい！コミュのI'v already middle age man but I want to feel my youth.

I'v been to United States as International student When I was teens However I had to give up to graduate college because of sick of mind. I wanted to be psychoanalysist because I had large amount confusing When I was high school student.Therefore I had decided to go to United States because That time There is no education system about psychoanalysis in Japan.
I'v never been having girl friend because my high school was only male and preparing to go to United States for studying. When I was get man, I was very busy to work.
I'v been losing job from last year and I would rather not remember Asian girls from staying my United states. but I don't hate Asian girls and I have bad memories about Asian girls because of sick of mind.
So I want to be only conversation in this site.
Thank you.