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brighter 2016年11月10日 12:23
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today was only a day that i had known i'm gonna be pms-ing soon and i'm doing ok. it's great! like, finally it's just a several days later. i mean it's so hopeful. like i'm gonna be free from wanting to move. you know like i'd be kinda like, like working for my better half. i mean i do like myself for a better half. like when it comes to jobs and, yeah, me, idk wtf i'm good at like, you know, things i've had tried all didn't work and, omg, i've been thinking which is embarrassing the "club" thing was huge. like who wouldn't want to (=^・^=) like idk. oh there had been a pile, a stack of, ageha. bitch seriously. i wanna be like that. but it's always gonna be like, a problem, between persons. a matter of comfortability. idk they used to be muses to me and just recently i figured reason why. idk i deserve like yeah, like that. and then you know, but i really have to ask myself who the hell i'm thinking i am. especially these days people make up problems around me. idk. do i deserve that though. why do i deserve that though. i swear like, omg. i'm gonna like, idk. i'm so fucking capable but they don't know and i just wanna go back and that's all that i had been thinking of often, like, to the place i had been in, like, time when everything inspired me, time when i tried. yeah you deserve so much better. like in making up dreams of you being here considering possibility, i do think of you and you don't hear from me anymore. no if i was back then i would have been like so much better person even though to your eyes it's all the same. like remember the kid still. idk. i'm opposite of the bad i been plus i'd rather give you so much thanx. the team matter you taught i'm good at it. i know you're better now. like. idk. on the other part of the sky you're having your own life. and i hope so. and you've been like, i still think of when you just came up with, children's wardrobe, and you've shown me the picture. and it's still all in my head this whole thing. sorry and, same to the other person. and, it makes me feel home sometimes. though i wanna like, if this doesn't work out again then idk what i'm gonna do. like, you don't know, i deserved prescription before, i needed to recuperate from the wound of, all things like you know 3 years back. greatest part is that i'm free and single. this feels fucking great more than you can imagine. but not for you so, good luck for everything, not even an irony. i even write songs of you and, i'm not writing but producing singable words. you was so capable of me. but not now and yeah. i'm just like, idk. here's to the good ol' thing.

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[1]2016年11月23日 17:12
idk it's such a progress for me though, things these days. um, something really is telling me like, idk, you don't have any role model or exact figure you wanna be like, it's been a same ol' problem for me over so many years, for example you wanna be like particular celebrity but you're not old enough, or like i'm not woman enough, to act like 'em. and then everybody starts hating it. soon as the gun blasts things "start to get real" regardless of how you were born like. so everybody wasn't born beautiful and you don't like it, and you don't attempt to nurture how beautiful you could be, belief isn't a part time, for those who neglect the voice of divine, i'm sure the Venus loves to nurture beautiful creatures. once again, belief isn't a part time for those who neglect it. so like why are you authorized to define still. i'm like, no it's just my body, i don't wanna be like some of celebrities but in the meantime i'll be what i think beautiful to be. um, you know, i think the whole program is kinda working in some way sometimes, but it wouldn't last forever. and you know i sure wanna be prettier but like, i don't wear anything that them girls are likely to wear and these days their attitude as themselves, the definition of, some kinda like, making her worthwhile, a figure of perfect woman really loathes me and i wanna be my beautiful, i can look so tinier and like i don't have to act kinda, idk. idk anymore. at this moment i really wanna look like, some girls in cartoons.
[2]2016年11月23日 18:01
i do want to change the icon on my profile and it doesn't necessarily mean i like it neither. i know it's creepy and awkward but yo i like my high-lighter, and powder foundation and glittery eye shadows and perfect concealer that covers the edges and beautifully smooth, and my smoky-gold wig and maid-costume and etc. for now it remains lack-luster and like disgustingly awkward as you may say. yeah that reference from... ohhhhh there are a lots. and i remain like that tonight and forever.
[3]2016年12月01日 19:21
idk what to believe like i feel like i'm paralyzed, day in and day out i stare at nothingness and hope to find something to commence and i find nothing more than the nothingness. sleeping saves my life for a while in this life when there's only me, remedies the chronic disease of my head. and it's eaten by parasites. and all the time i think there are better ways than this. like, something would not happen like it's expected. something would go out in opposite way that's expected, something would work out well. everybody loves to kill the weak. everybody seeks for fresh wound in your heart like they wanna stick their fingers or slash it with razors. and it disgusts me. not much appreciation for any new things, no body, nor for time spent with savages in their eyes, and their voice, nor for my life, because since i made it it was distracted, by some wolfs that had been escaped from their habitat to devour human flesh, after they ate.

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